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“Sometimes I pretend to be normal; but then it gets b-o-r-i-n-g, so I go back to being me.”

 have you ever thought to yourself: i need to be more like this or i should do that? or any type of question like that? well, i have lots of times. & i wish i had someone to slap me every time i do. i know in life there is always better. always someone prettier, someone is always better at this or better at that, someone has more then i do, someone is more creative (that one i find myself a lot thinking cause im SO not creative) why do we always compare ourselves? why cant we just be content with who we are? the funny thing is is someone out there compares themselves to you. its just a viscous cycle. i know we were put in this time because we could handle it. but at times life seems unbearable. but in all reality its not. ITS LIFE. are mission here is to be tested not to just ease on by. when you are down in the dumps (well at least when i am) its because you are comparing yourself to the world or trying to "fit" in the world. dont do that. its hard to be comfortable in your skin sometimes. but remember its your skin not anyone elses. none can change you but you. but why should you change or want to? yes if you are addicted to like crack (or things like that, which i hope you arent) you probably should. but dont try to be someone better. because the best person is you at your best. so everytime you start comparing or questioning yourself or even going to the extreme of changing yourself to fit in. STOP. realize you are always going to be you. so dont be the fake you. be the REAL you.

xoxoxo